Let me step back into my journey with you for a moment, so you can appreciate what I am saying. From an early age I felt resented for being born. I knew my mother loved me, but with six other children to feed, did she really want me? Even at a young age I could sense my father did not. My parents came from an era that if you had a problem of any kind, you did not talk about it. So when I was a young child, I never understood what the problems were in my family. Anyway, I was too busy trying to survive. So was my mother,…